Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 3/29/2010
It's been 2.5 years since I returned home
from the World Race. My life has changed dramatically from November 2007
to now, and not necessarily in ways that I'm entirely proud of. I've
drifted, I've wandered, and I've fallen. While the World Race was hands
down one of the best experiences of my life, I somehow managed to
relegate it to the back of my mind as "That trip I took a couple years
ago", and it hasn't made much of a tangible impact on the way I've lived
my life since returning home. I got a job, became a mother, and
attempted to build a home and have a "stable, predictable, and normal"
life. But it never felt right. There was no peace, no satisfaction, and
no contentment...deep in my heart I knew I was missing out on the LIFE
that i had experienced when i was living out of a backpack, no plans for
tomorrow, experiencing intense church community, and living with the
daily focus of others over self. I have felt selfish and empty. No
matter how
hard I tried, I could never shake the truth that i knew that I was
created for something more...more than a safe and predictable 9-5 job,
more than just church on Sundays, and much more than the security of
planning and controlling the details of my future. But through it all,
God has never left
me, and He has been steadily wooing me and drawing me back to His heart.
I feel like my heart, my passion, my desire for LIFE (the abundant life that only HE can give) is beginning to
come alive again.
For the last few weeks I have been pouring over blogs from current
and past World Racers and my heart is once again being stirred. As i
click from page to page, across different squads and different teams in
different countries all over the world, I am blown away by the common
theme of how God uses this crazy trip called the World Race to change
our views of what we thought was important in life, to strip away all
the things that keep us from living fully alive and to allow us to
discover the joy of living life fully abandoned to Him and His purposes
for our lives. We quickly realize that it's not about us, and begin to
develop a broader view of church, love, and the power of grace and
redemption in the lives of people who come to know him.
Next month i will have the privilege of volunteering at the
upcoming World Race training camp, and words cannot describe how excited
I am to once again be surrounded by the community of AIM and the World
Race. This is the start of a new chapter for me, and it will no doubt be
a life changing one. God is up to something in me, and while I
can't exactly articulate what's happening, I feel like the little
flicker that was nearly snuffed out is now being gently
fanned back to life. He is moving, He is stirring, and He is drawing my
heart back to him. I am starting to feel alive again, and want nothing
more than to wake up every day with purpose knowing that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing with my life.
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 11/27/2007
The turkey has been eaten, my backpack is emptied, I've been given a clean bill of health by my doctor and survived my first trip to Walmart. Now it's time to tell the stories. My parents are going to be hosting an open house to welcome me home and give me an opportunity to share about my year this Sunday, December 1 at 6 pm. The plan is to mingle and eat from 6-7, then I'll be giving a little presentation/slideshow at 7. Everyone is welcome and I'd love to see all my friends, family, and other supporters. My parent's address is 1982 341st Ave, Wever IA 52658. If you have any questions feel free to call or email me. Thanks so much and I hope to see you all there!
Much Love!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 11/22/2007
I made it! Just wanted to let everyone know that I made it home safely last night. After spending 42 hrs on 4 different planes, I've finally arrived back in Iowa. It's been good to be home, but it's definitely gonna take some time to adjust. The hellos were great, but the goodbyes were really hard. I am really going to miss my World Race family! I'll be posting a couple blogs shortly with some more info on our time in China and some of my thoughts about bringing this whole experience to a close, so stay tuned for a few more days. This isn't goodbye...this is see you again soon...really soon! :)  Much Love!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 11/18/2007
In my first attempt at summarizing our month in China I realized that it will take too long if i try to write everything out, so I'll just do an outline through pictures for now, but I'd be more than happy to fill in all the details and stories after I get home and can talk to you all face to face.
So lets start at the beginning...race day in Hong Kong...

We were surprised at the end of the race with tickets to Hong Kong Disneyland!!! Anyone who knows me would know how excited I was!


The next morning we left for the mainland of China. 16 hrs on a sleeper train. I really am gonna miss traveling with all these crazy people!

We spent 10 days attending a University as cultural exhange students. Our classes included language, calligraphy, paper cutting, chinese medicine, history, and philosophy. In exchange we hung out with the English majors every day for 2 hrs and just talked to them so they could practice their English.
Here we are in a few of our classes...calligraphy and paper cutting
Making friends at English corner

Laundry day on campus

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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 11/15/2007
Just wanted to let everyone know real quick that all teams have made it safely back to Hong Kong after an awesome month in China. I have tons of stories to share and am working on putting a few blogs together, but things here are so crazy right now that I haven't exactly had time to get anything posted yet.
Debrief is going great and I still can't believe I'll be home in just 4 days! Thanks so much for all your prayers while I was out of touch for a few weeks...considering the spiritual climate of China it really is our biggest tool here.
I love you all and will be posting stories and TONS of pictures soon!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 10/9/2007
In a few days we will be
arriving in China.
Some of you may or may not be aware that China is actually a "closed
country." This means that it is closed to missionaries, i.e. it is illegal to
preach the gospel. For this reason we will be entering as students on a
cultural exchange program, not as missionaries. To ensure safety for us and for
our Chinese ministry contacts, we will not be accessing the World Race website
while we're in China/Hong Kong. We won't be able to share stories or pictures
until after we return to the States (Nov. 20)
I will still be able to communicate via email, however
emails should stay focused on general topics and should not contain explicit
Biblical references or words that are specifically "Christian." All internet
activity can be tracked and will be flagged if anything suspicious is said. I'm
not saying this to scare anyone, I'm sure there's nothing to worry about and
we'll all be fine, I just wanted to make you all aware that I will probably not
be blogging again until I get home next month.
I also want to go ahead and take this opportunity to say
another huge thank you to everyone who's followed me and supported me all year.
It's been an incredible year and although I'm still me at the core, God has
used this experience to help me understand the true identity of who I am in
Christ and to shape me into a better version of me…I won't say the best version
of me because I know I'm still in process, but I think I'm finally on the right
track.
I love you all and am
so blessed that you have chosen to share this journey with me.
Blessings,
BriEllyn
One final note…I am only $500 from reaching my full
financial support for the year! Praise the Lord, He always provides!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 10/9/2007
Last week our team made a quick trip to Vietnam in order to renew our Cambodia visas.
Although we technically only had to cross the border and come right back, we
decided to make the most of our $30 Vietnam
visas and actually spend a couple days in Ho Chi Min City (Saigon).
View from a rooftop
restaurant

We signed up to take a tour of the Mekong River,
but discovered that our day also included many other things as well. We got to
taste fresh honey tea, play with a bee hive, hold a snake, watch coconut candy
be made, and take an afternoon nap in a hammock on an island. It was tons of
fun, and I especially liked the little sun hats they gave us!
Quick photo op stop
while driving to the river

Gas station on the
river

We tasted some honey tea, then held the bees!


I'm not really sure
where the snake came from, but our guide assured us he was perfectly harmless!
I never thought I'd ever hold a snake, but it was really cool and so much fun!

Next we were off to
watch the process of making coconut candy. Yummy!

Just one of the many uses for old coconut husks.... 
Paddle boat adventure

We got a 2 hour lunch
break, and definitely made the most of it!

Ferry boat across the
river

And that's the end of
day one…the next day Jon, Talia, Ginger, and I headed off to tour the tunnels
used by the Viet Cong during the Vietnam War. On the way, our tour bus stopped
at a warehouse where the government hires victims of the war to create
beautiful artwork and carvings to sell to tourists. Most of the artwork was
made from egg shells and seashells carefully arranged then dyed, and varnished.
The pieces they made were so detailed and intricate, it was amazing. It was
also cool to see that the government was helping to provide a way for them to
make a living for themselves instead of begging on the streets.


Then we arrived at the tunnels. While we were watching the
15 min. documentary video at the beginning of the tour, it began to POUR down
rain. It was ridiculous. Since our tour guide had warned us that rain wasn't going
to slow us down, we all bought our little plastic ponchos and prepared to brave
the monsoon. The first part of the tour took us through the forests where we
saw several different tunnel entrances, bomb craters, and other war remnants. We
also heard about all the different boobie traps and weapons the Viet Cong used
against the Americans during the war. Considering how little I knew about the
Vietnam war, it was very good to see and experience things I've only vaguely
heard about until now.

Tunnel entrance:
Vietnamese people are very small…Americans…not so much!

Inside the tunnels. To get an idea how small these tunnels
are…give this a try. Stand straight up, then bend over at the waist to a 90
degree angle. Then bend your knees about 3-4 in. Now duck your head and try to
walk, keeping in mind that you only have probably about 10 in on either side to
navigate….oh wait…and turn off all the lights because these tunnels are pitch
black except for the occasional "christmas light" that might appear about every
15 meters. We worked our way through 120 meters of the tunnels, which also
included several places where the path rose or dropped about 3 ft with no
warning. Climb…Drop…Duck! At one point the tunnel narrowed so much that we had
to lay on our backs and scoot through because the ceiling was so low. It was
pretty intense. They offered an "escape hatch" every 30 meters in case people
got too claustrophobic since there's no room to turn around in the tunnels. I
was very proud that all 4 of us made it all the way to the end!
We were sitting
on the ground to take this picture.

Finish Line! 
We ended our time in Vietnam
with a team dinner at a fun restaurant called Windows

Just a small glimpse
of typical traffic here in SE Asia...one of these days I'm gonna post a video
cuz you just have to see it to believe it!

Today was our last day of debrief here in Cambodia. We'll
be loading up the bus at 7:30am to head back to Bangkok
where we'll spend 2 days before heading to Hong Kong.
I'm excited to meet up with all the other teams, although I'm sure it will be
pretty insane having all 4 squads (105 people) together for the first time!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 10/5/2007
What? Huh? Are you kidding me? I feel like I just blinked, and now Cambodia is over. I'm sitting here in Siem Riep at a pretty sweet little cafe called the Blue Pumpkin, wondering how it's possible that we're about to enter the final leg of this incredible journey. In 5 days we'll be flying to China for our last month of ministry before heading home just in time for Thanksgiving.
I know I'm not the only one still struggling with a million questions of what life's going to be like when I get home, but somehow I've managed to avoid thinking or stressing about it until about the last week or so. Now I feel like I'm staring at this blank canvas that is my life as of November 20, 2007, without the foggiest idea as to "WHAT'S NEXT?!" The possibilities are pretty much endless which is both exciting, yet terrifying. I know everything will be fine and God will work it all out...just please pray for me that He'll make His plans clear and that I will walk firmly in them.
So we're at debrief now for the next few days and as always it's great to see all the other teams...actually just 2 other teams, considering that 3 teams have been living in the same apartment for the last 4 weeks. It was so much fun having "built-in friends and neighbors" for the month. We could run up stairs if we needed to borrow sugar, or call downstairs to see who wanted to go out to dinner, or freely exchanging DVD's all month. It was awesome having Jimmy's birthday party together, celebrating "50 days left" with a BBQ on the roof, etc. It's been a fun little community, and I'm really gonna miss it. Plus the apartment staff was AMAZING, and I'm sure we're all gonna miss being able to just put the "service" sign out on the door in the morning and come home to a spotless apartment and a neatly made bed. Ha! Yes, we were a little spoiled this month. :)
Despite the rather rocky start, our ministry actually ended up great. I would love to give you details, but suffice it to say that in our last few days we successfully pulled off a HUGE fund raising dinner for the organization we were working with, and completed 95% of the projects we started. Praise the Lord! I was actually able to put my graphic design education to work to design a logo, menu, flyers, and brochures for them...I was really excited with how it all turned out. It was sad to leave, as we did develop some pretty special relationships towards the end. I'll show you all pictures when i get home, but can't post them online because of confidentiality.
 Two things are extremely common in Cambodia...1.) Fitting up to 4 people on a moped (sometimes 5-6 if there are little kids) and 2.) wearing full pajamas out in public, all day every day. Moons, stars, and teddy bears are apparently very fashionable here...who knew?!  Mall Parking Lot Coming soon...the adventures of Team YETI in Vietnam...
Much Love!
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Posted in General Articles by BriEllyn Widbin on 9/22/2007
For the last two
weeks my team has been working with an organization that helps underprivileged
youth in Cambodia.
The goal is to help them learn life skills that they can use to generate income
and support themselves. Much of the information I would love to share is
confidential, thus the reason for my extremely vague blogs and no pictures. Our
time here has been very challenging and I know it has stretched everyone one my
team quite a bit. We have all learned and grown so much and hopefully I will
get the chance to share these experiences at a later time.
One thing I am
excited to be able to share is that my 7 years of restaurant experience is
finally being put to good use! For the last few days I (and Eric) have been
teaching the fine art of waiting tables to about 30 of the youth we're working
with. It's been fun and challenging, but also very rewarding to see the
excitement on their faces when they realize that they're being taught skills
that are in high demand and will be able to help them earn a living. It's also
been eye-opening to realize that nearly EVERYTHING we're teaching them is
completely new to them. Few of them have ever actually eaten at a sit-down
restaurant so they're completely unfamiliar with what it's like to be served.
They're learning
very fast, and it's especially impressive to realize that they're not only
learning all this for the first time, but they're also learning it in a
different language! So far we've covered basic greetings and restaurant related
vocab in English, hygiene and sanitation, personal appearance, and how to
interact with customers. Next week we'll be working more with taking orders (an
additional challenge considering that most of them are still learning how to
read and write Khmai), working in the kitchen, making change, and general
customer service. This past Thursday we also had the privilege of jumping on board with a couple of the other teams here in Phnom Penh to help with a ministry their church offers called the Joy Club. Every Thursday the New Life Church hosts a VBS like program for 150-200 street kids. When the kids come they are usually extremely dirty, so I got to help with washing the kids up before the program started. After that was finished my role turned into bathroom/hall monitor to make sure the kids weren't congregating around the bathroom or just plain running wild. It was pretty crazy. While I was watching the kids I ended up talking to this 13 year old boy who was volunteering with the church. His name was Phanit. His English was awesome, and I really enjoyed getting to know him and hearing his story. I found out that he learned his English from a private school he attended when he was younger, but then his family couldn't afford private school anymore, so he started attending the English classes offered at New Life. The church teaches English, but they also preach the gospel. Phanit told me that about 3 months ago he had become a Christian through what he'd learned in English class. He was so excited about Jesus, and was so passionate about serving the Lord any way he could even if it just meant standing in front of the water jug and washing glasses after the kids drank out of them. He said his goal now is to do God's work in Cambodia and tell as many people as he can about Jesus because of how big of a difference it's made in his life. This kid was amazing...so full of joy. He asked how long I had been a Christian and when I told him "about 18 years" he told me how lucky I was to be able to grow up not only in a Christian family, but also with a Christian church family. He is the only Christian in his family at this point. It was very humbling for me to realize how often I take for granted my family and church family back home. This kid was just so excited to soak up anything he could about Jesus, it was very encouraging for me.
At this point it looks like we have about one week of ministry left here, then I believe our team is going to head to Vietnam to renew our Cambodia visas. Since we have to renew our visas by Oct. 3 we figured it would be fun to at least be able to say we've been to Vietnam. It's only a few dollars more to cross the border than to renew at the embassy here. Our debrief at the end of the month is going to be at Angkor Wat, an amazingly beautiful temple that I believe is included in the 7 man made Wonders of the World, so that should be exciting. After that we head to China for our last month of ministry. We have zero details at this point of what we'll be doing in China, but I'll pass them along as they become available.
I will leave you with a few pictures that were taken from the top of our apartment building this afternoon. I was hoping for some good action traffic shots, but unfortunately the streets were pretty quiet. Usually all you can see is a massive sea of motor bikes. The traffic here is BY FAR the craziest that I've experienced thus far, it's absolutely incredible. I'm hoping to have a chance to catch a bit of it on video because I honestly don't think you'd believe me if I tried to describe it to you!
This is just one example of the numerous places where you'll see luxury right next door to poverty. As the country slowly rebuilds the contrast seems all the more stark.

95% of intersections here are completely uncontrolled...no stop signs, and very few traffic lights. You just slowly work your way through traffic and wedge yourself through to get where you need to go.

The huge yellow building is the Central Market filled with hundreds of vendors selling everything you could possibly imagine...Kari and I joke that it's Cambodian style Wal-Mart!

Much Love!
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